S.D. I don't know how I manage to fat finger that submit button everytime I send you a reply but, sorry.
Mules post was GOLDin my opinion.
I am certain my S & D know about my W's A, they haven't been told by me, but they know. I am to much apart of this community, to much has been said around town, they know.
They know who did wrong and who is right. Your son's know the same. They'll always love their mother and father, that is born in them.
Respect, honor - those are earned and you have them. Keep them and let them strengthen you.
Listen as far as I know your a helluva guy. You stand for your country,freedom,kids,morals, your fightining for your marriage - Give yourself a break.
Your a good dude Brother - Stay strong & focused - you can do this.
M43 W43 D11 S7 M18 T20 WAW is back & trying (no she was lying) Close to callin' it busted but.... watching Whatever the outcome - It was a choice.