I went to the funeral yesterday and to the burial site as well. I was surprised by how little I felt for my WAW. Again, it may be the Prozac numbing my feelings overall. WAW initiated hugs a couple of times and I hugged back, but she obviously could tell there was little feeling in it, since she said "can you give me a real hug".
This morning I called WAW to check on her. That's the first time since she left that I contacted her without a reason, other than to see how she is. I don't want her to feel like I have lost all compassion for her.
