I can take it no more soldiers wife need help

[armywifevampi]

No he is deployed he’s not him self any more im sorry I know I sound angry. Don’t know my feelings no more. He has ignored everything we have ever talked about before he left. Its only been 5months since he’s been gone. But it feels like eternity for me. He told me. He broke up with me twice in the last 2months because of stupid stuff like, u call me to much, my friends tell me why do u call and text me to much, you don’t have to tell me all the time u love me and miss me all the time and to tope it of he tells me he loves me but not in love with me that just blow me away. He has never said that before. He’s going out every night and parting and spending our savings. when he knows I was not sure any more if I am suppose to go see him in January 2010. I was saving the money so when I go we can spend it together and see everything he might not be doing or seeing over there. I don’t know where I stand in he’s life no more for that matter he wont even talk to me no more. I’ve heard stories about soldiers that leave there wife’s cuz we cant take it im still here and not going any where but he keeps pushing and don’t know why. Its like he is someone that’s not him. don’t know if he is just tiring to fit in but why treat me so bad as not to answer my calls or call me well us anymore sorry im talking only of my self we have a daughter to that misses him so much but she is getting he’s attitude to and that kills me more. I try to deal with everything all at once. she is just the same now with me and tells me things like leave him if he is hurting u. I try to talk to her to but nether want to listen. Don’t know anymore why would this be happening to me now when everything was great and its all falling apart.