Not in my nature

[pitinmygut]

R2C, you are right....I definitely need more local support. This is not an easy thing to try and get through on your own, especially around the holidays.

I will be picking up my son today (I will have him tonight and Friday night)....so this will be the first time I have face to face contact with my STBXW since I received the D documents. She always has someone else with her (ie: Mother, Step Dad etc) so that there is no chance of any R talks.

This whole experience has been so surreal.....it is so hard to grasp everything that happened in the last 3 months.