I don't even know what to do next.

It really sucks that it is so close to Christmas. I don't even know how that is going to play out. Do I tell my immediate family now? Can't really see how to keep it from them over the holidays.

What I am going to tell the kids (4 and 2) when they wonder why daddy no longer sleeps at home?

H is really going to push selling the house and cohabitating until then.

The flood gates are starting to open now - I need to have a good cry.

I will check back in the morning.


Me: 42, H: 43
Daughters: 7,5
Together: 16 Married: 9
Jan 2010- Piecing
Fen 2013 ????