Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

Yeah, it might be either limbo land or his safety net. As long as he is not asking for D. I waited a couple hours to respond while he usually responds immediately. Happily, I think I am feeling detached but I seem to be cycling lately. Hope I stay detached for a good while.

I do feel like if he were to want to reconcile, I will make him work for it or else he can stay away. But I'm not seeing that... yet. In fact, I wouldn't be ready anyhow.

Missherlove, thanks so much for the encouragement! I really appreciate it.