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[awest1217]

I sent H a text saying how important the truth is and we will keep on this hamster wheel until he tells me the truth. No reply, which I figured. I am not all broken up because I am used to it. I think she has been living there since the beginning of November so pretty much since he moved out again. Oh well...

On Christmas, I really don't want to go to his family's, but I don't want to give up S on this important time. It is his first Christmas he will remember. I want to be there as much as possible. I don't want to start the "visitation" on that day. Like I said before our anniversary is exactly one week from today. I just want to get through that.

This completely sucks. Once again. Oh well...no happy endings here. Even if he comes home there is so much junk. Oh well...