DBD, I have been following yours too. I don't want to dwell on the sitch with friends and family but it helps to talk it out or a least I feel a little better. I know it is not part of GAL and I need to not talk with others about it, I am trying to limit myself to this forum and truly try to be happy all the time. Defnitely a mind game with myself sometimes. Sometimes it is easy and I don't even think about IT, but I need more of those times and less of when I do think about IT. It is hard when you have the kids and it is pretty much in your face. The WAS doesn't have to deal with the day to day of raising the kids.
Formerly "missherlove"
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
