Another waw/mlc and I need support

[cyclone]

It's been a while since I posted here. Not much new going on. Still a lot of up and down. I'm trying really hard to detach myself from W. I've been finding this really hard the past few days.

We've been pretty friendly toward each other. She still leaves the house about half of the time to spend the night at her rented room or maybe with OM. I know she has been on olved in an EA but she hasn't admitted anything yet. I've been preparing myself for that day.

I am having a tough time keeping this up. I have been a lot of things to male myself a better person. Fixing the things that I don't like. It is really hard to keep going with only hints of baby steps. I catch myself wondering I'm just reading into things.

I'll be ok. Most of the time I have a PMA and keep myself occupied. Just hoping to see something to help keep me going.