came to find out h tried calling me last night, he didn't leave a msg or text. today nothing yet and it's almost 530 pm. i'm getting the feeling though he's gonna show up, or maybe he just thinks i'm completely gone to him.

went to ob today, tentatively planned the birth date of my liitle big boy.


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline