Thank you for asking. Yesterday sucked. Emotions (anger, sadness, loneliness, dejection, rejection, depression) all came pouring out of me, felt like every nerve in my body had been spliced open and left exposed in the open air. But I only let that linger for a couple hours last night and then pulled myself back together. Kinda had to give myself a smack with a 2x4 and realize that even though I still want to pick up the phone and call H and hear the old H, he's no longer there. I have to keep reminding myself that he died (symbolically) and what was our M died with him.
Today, much more empowered and back on the track of feeling self-confident, self-reliant, self-willed, and self-determined to give my self the great life I am so deserving of.
Me-34 XH-33 No Kids We were M-12Y T-15Y 5/09 Same house-separate bedrooms 01/10 I filed for D / H moved out 09/16/10 Divorced
