First time poster feeling a bit lost

[MT21]

So we met at the children s concert, it was very formal exchange of "How are you?"-"Good"- "You?"
But I could tell she wanted to say more.

This evening I was upbeat around the children, and laughing. But she stayed away for about an 1 hour after coming home.
We spoke very little, in fact she hardly spoke. But I could tell she is not Liking my present attitude.

I think she thinks I am a little cross with her and am being childish at the moment by not being as talkative as I normally would. (Aloof I suppose you would call it)
(should I be more like myself only happier..how do you strike the balance? )

Tonight in some ways she looked a bit sad.

I really don't think my two evenings out with no explanation have changed any part of her mind yet, and It does feel like I am fueling the fire right now. I can see some hurt in her eyes..she will rebel.

But for me, I do feel like this is the first part of detachment..but it is a close line between detaching and getting my own back... It feels more like the latter right now.

That said, it is still game on..after all there is nothing to lose and everything to gain.
Tomorrow is a full night out with boys...Her closing comment before retiring to bed, have a good time tomorrow and if you need anything give me a call.
Needless to say I wont be calling... (I will call the children though)


MT