Hey P17, you're not wasting our time. We all have choices here, and we choose to "waste our time" throwing lumber and trying to help with giving advice.
It's our choice to help and your choice to request it. Last time I looked that's what we're here for... if you need to vent, go ahead and vent.
From my side, I apologize for any misunderstanding earlier on. I read your post as showing signs of weakness and I was trying to perk you up by hitting your triggers.
