Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

I'm considering that my kids NEED contact with him no matter how I feel towards him. I didn't/don't have much family, so it's important to me for them to have as many people love them as possible. So, I want them to keep contact with WAH's family too.

I'm feeling more detached today. It was hurting pretty bad the past few days. And I was very concerned about some health tests, but they came back normal. Thank God. I'm just letting it sink in that WAH chose to replace me with a woman that is not even as good a woman as I am. He is stupid to leave me. She is not the type of woman he would be proud to present to his family. She won't fit in either. Can't believe he left me for her.

I'm feeling I don't want him back. I've been too hurt and too much has happened since he left. I need to keep those feelings to be able to detach. I'm focusing on moving on.

... thinking out loud. Trying so hard to detach.