feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

I'm just checking in. I'm here in limbo feeling sick to my stomach waiting for my H to WA. I think he may be having an EA and slight possible it's turned physical. This is from past behaviors that are coming up again and make more sense. I know he is in a MLC but there may be someone else. This is why he is not trying to "fix" our situation.

I want to know and get it over with. I'm not good at this. I can't sit by and allow this to continue. I feel like sh*t.

Damn me for caring!