This morning school was canceled due to the weather conditions. I made other arrangements for the kids so I could go into work. When I got to work I emailed H to let him know where the kids are at for the day. This email was necessary because it is H’s night to pick up and spend time with the kids. H responds, with “Yes, I know. I called, the backup daycare provider, to see if she had them.” He could have just as easily called me for the info but once again he chose not to initiate any contact with me.

It hurts. I am sad today. Oh, when is my heart going to catch up with my brain?


Me & H: 33 yrs
S: 4 & 6
D: 2
M: 9 yrs
ILYBNILWY: 8/09
SEPARATED: 9/09
The Beginning