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[SoldierDad]

ob, that is what I live for, the I love you daddy's, and the excitement in their voices when I call. Thank you for the encouragement. I am trying to stay clear minded, but sometimes I find myself in a "fog" too.
Ya, this distance is not good, but then again, it probably is my blessing/gift. The reason I say that is if I were there, I might have done something stupid to jeapordize my future with my boys. Not anything physical of violent, but said something, or tried to follow my W-I dunno, just something. So, I kind of look at it as a blessing.
Now, I am kind of dreading my R & R, as I have so many things going through my head, but I know I have to be strong for my boys. Just gotta get through it all-One Day at A Time.