S.D., Sorry FAT fingered the wrong key again. I can't imagine the distance factor and how that plays into everyday for you. But I can tell you this-
Take the strength and love your children show you and let it reinforce you. There were days during my first seperation when I knew I would not see them, so right away, 1st thing I did was call them. You know why? - Because they always ended the conversation with " I Love You Dad."
That will give you the strength to do anything.
I appreciate you brother, stay strong, calm and clear minded. Accept the things you cannot change and be an example for your Kids. You can do it.
M43 W43 D11 S7 M18 T20 WAW is back & trying (no she was lying) Close to callin' it busted but.... watching Whatever the outcome - It was a choice.