Thanks. I am surprised by W's change of heart on MC, but not by anything else. I really have NO hope anymore that we will reconcile. I am open to that as a possibility, but have no expectation it will happen.
So, while she's dropping crumbs, I'm simply no longer hungry.
I am handling it. I'm not depressed or in the throws of fear or negativity. I am sad, a little angry and a little resentful. But those emotions are not controlling me. But, they are there.
And I'm up for a tournament anytime. My index is slipping of late since I'm not playing as much. But, that will change soon.
