7 years ago, I thought I was married to the most wonderful man of the world. That day we had, maybe, the most intense moment between us. He held me in his arms and cried for a long time, relieved that me and D were healthy and everything had gone well with the "express delivery" of the tiny baby girl who I thought looked like a miniature princess while everybody else thought she was extremely ugly... I had never seen him cry before and I havent seen him cry since like that.
In the letter he wrote me a month ago, he mentioned those moments as precious and intense as well so at least we both felt the same then.
This date used to be sooo dear to me. My baby was born and I had the most wonderful wedding a girl can have, with the man I loved so much. Today, I am happy about my D, but very very sad about my marriage.
Saffie, I think my H isnt convicted to do the work. That is why I am holding back. And I dont know if today is the right moment, but I will, one of the next coming days, tell him that if he is "in" he needs to act like he is and do the work.
I have made my decisions, he needs to make his. After that, just like sandycay says, there isnt much I can do. K
I had never seen him cry before and I havent seen him cry since like that.
