based on advice from you guys i'm not going to write/send what i had scripted out. i'm still dark and thinking of just waiting till after the holidays. i need as relaxed of a xmas as i can get with my two weeks off. it's still a week and half away but that is just where my feeling/thinking is this morning.
as Trent said, h can come up with things on his own or make his own moves, something to that effect about contacting me. h has tried to yell at me in a voice msg to get me to talk to him, i did not respond, he tried asking me how i was all nice nice and i did not respond. those are just words, lets see some actions then maybe i will speak to you.
don't know if h will remember last msg i sent him weeks ago when he/mil was still watching d2, but h was like what will make this years xmas any different then last, i said it will be the same, you won't be around because u choose to live in your fear of doing nothing when you have all the power to change the situation. so it will be teh same, you at your mothers and me with the kids.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
