ok, I don't know if he has an affair now - all I know is that he dated OW2 after we split for around 1 month in June / July, that's all I know - that's what everyone else knows including his family - at least the ones I have told. Everythine else is only guessing.
When the fight came up because of the mortgage and him not being to see the kids because of it - you know what I wamted to say to him - that his trip to see the kids wasn't stopped by us paying the mortgage but by him paying a $ 1500 mobile phone bill which wasn't necessary in October.
And did I say it - no - again out of fear. God it would feel so good to stand up to him. I am really hoping that the money in January is helping me to do that.Right now I feel like I am paralyzed.
