What I am right now is smarter. I was stupid then and took it all for granted. I don't want to hold onto this anymore. I don't want to pretend it didn't happen or that the reason to keep it from her is because she's too fragile.
Maybe I want a little revenge and if so, I should wait.
~Mark
Me: 38 W: 34 Together: 9yrs 1st M: may '03 1st D: april '08 1st bomb: june '08 remarried: oct '08 2nd bomb: aug '09 --(W asked for D one week into 3 mo. trial separation which was meant to save our M)
