Perhaps you should wait for the forum to weigh in on this. What are you trying to accomplish here by doing this? Especially right now, when things are tough.
You say you don't want to be a cheater and a liar, it doesn't change the fact that you WERE these things. Past tense.
What matters is what you are NOW and in the future. Actions, not words. If you've repented of these things, let them go and move forward in your new self.
Think and pray about this and let the wise ones weigh in.
