Still in the tunnel with hubby

[kjensen]

Thanks for the virtual hug!
Got the letter from H's lawyer today. Guess I need to find a lawyer.

It threw me a bit b/c I see H almost daily and he hasn't mentionned D or the letter even though he's setting the ball rolling. I mentionned that our MC had said its mandatory to do a parenting class together and H was almost excited about doing it and getting it done and out of the way ahead of time...

I don't understand his urgency. If I could go dark I would.
I really don't feel anything like love towards him right now. I'm certainly not "in love" with him. I don't see any redeeming qualities about him, I just feel the pain he is causing me and this family.