I may talk to her tonight about it. I have this on my chest now. I've denied it even to myself and it's time to stop being an idiot. I have this long list of stupidity.

Should I do this or should I wait to do it in person? I don't know when I'll see her. Likely the holidays and I don't want to taint that any more than necessary.

~Mark

Me: 38
W: 34
Together: 9yrs
1st M: may '03
1st D: april '08
1st bomb: june '08
remarried: oct '08
2nd bomb: aug '09 --(W asked for D one week into 3 mo. trial separation which was meant to save our M)