Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

Well,
Just woke up-nothing new from her or kids. I spoke to S12, was good to talk with him, he is very excited to see me, as I am him.

Coach, when I wrote that about the life I had built, I was just feeling sorry for myself. But I do kinda feel like she was just pushing me so that she could have those things-now. I know reality will smack her right in the face one day, and I don't think I will be there to help her, nor feel any sympathy for her.

I just got an e-mail from PI, said they are in final stages of report-should be soon. I think that means there IS something going with OP. sigh.
Ok, so I am assuming this person is single, so I should NOT contact?
If OP is married - and/or in service I will contact OPS, and/or CO.
I guess a little of what I wrote about exposing would be retaliation, and you are right Coach-I am above that.
It's just now, that I know it's coming, I am concerned how I am going to handle this brutal reality. I have already told myself that there is OP, but seeing pics/video is just gonna, well, crush me. I gotta find a way to channel that anger/pain into something positive.
I think it is going to be a very LONG flight, with all of this on my mind. Thanks all. 2 more days.