People can have a variety of people that come into their lives, each of them to teach a different lesson. Your ex may have been a soul mate but then it was time for him to move on because you had your next lesson to deal with. Ex's will always have a piece of our hearts but the person you fell in love with no longer exists.
The man you are with now could be a soul mate as well but you are focusing on your feelings for your ex and not for your husband. Why not focus on what you have and how lucky you are? You may be surprised what you find there.
blessings, kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory