P17, I don't know - it feels like he wanted to come back in July without revealing anything about OW2 and anything what might have happened before with OW1 - moving forward how he calls it - and he also said on the first day that he wasn't angry anymore about the spending and all - and it would have worked if there wouldn't have been the little comments all the time - I was planning to visit him and he would tell me we could go out and go to the cinema i.e.- and a few days later we spoke about it again and he said that he had to work while I was there and I said fine we can still have a good time in the evening - and his answer - yeah if we would have money... comments like that just drove me nuts - it felt like forgetting everything was just one sided. And then after 10 days I asked him why he wanted to try again - I just wanted to hear it and he answered me that he could be happy without me but because of the long time we had been together he thought we should give it another go and he went mad why I forced him to say it and he finished it. And I knew before I asked the question that he would end it and I had to ask it anyway
