Trent - you are right. Looking at what you wrote, it seems childish.
If it was not for my kids, I probably would have crawled under the covers and stayed in bed today feeling sorry for myself.
I am trying to maintain an outward appearance of having it together. Spent a little extra time with hair/makeup/clothes today. But the sick feeling in my gut still has not gone away. I hate confrontations and not looking forward to talking to H. No plans to bring it up tonight, I have got to be more focused and in control first.
