Hey Cat, miss you, too. I will be calling soon. Thank you for the compliment.
Hey Frank, anytime, my friend. Next get together - now that's something to think about.
On paper, everything sucks right now. But, in my head, I am ok.
H is pretty much out of my life. Out of our son's life, too, for the most part, although he does see him every 3 or 4 months. I dont hear a word from him. Have no idea if he is still with ow. On the plus side, I dont have to walk on eggshells, dont have to feel like I'm not good enough, not doing things well enough.
I know that after the holidays, the sh@t is going to hit the fan. H's severance has run out, he cant find a job, I cant find a fulltime job still, we wont have medical and I will owe a truckload. He emailed me he will be filing.
So, I have been having some panic attacks regarding my mess of a financial life. Then I realized, panicking is not gonna change a thing. Still going to have the mess. So, I stopped.
I have been so busy with all sorts of stuff. But all my friends here have been on my mind.
