P17, I don't want everybody to think that I am not being realistic or that I am a doormat, or think less of me for wanted to work on a M with someone that has treated me the way my W has. When they talk to you it makes you feel bad about yourself for what you are doing. It is almost like you have to go black with them, I have found that my sounding boards have slowly started to disappear. I am the only one who can work on this anyhow so it does not matter what they think. On the other hand, if I am really DBing the right way, I should not be talking about the sitch anyhow. I should be talking about all the great things going on in my life other than my M.
Formerly "missherlove"
Me49 XW49 M17 T19 S16 D20
Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
