feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

wanted to let you know I got my sulking arse up and got on the treadmill - I took a shower and a friend came by and we went to dinner. I had a nice time. I went to the restaurant I've been wanting to go to with H.

H called me and I didn't answer. Checked vm and he was just saying he was back at his room and going to bed. I text him "im at dinner - love u - nite. I got no response. Whatever.

He comes in late tonight and I don't even want to see him. I've been sad but him not being around keeps me from feeling worse.

I want my H back (the real him) cuz I am done feeling sh*tty!