One of the thoughts that is eating at me is this: I’m so lonely without her. But she’s not lonely. She and OM are having big ol’ time. Texting, calling, having sex, working out together (right in front me in my gym). She’s not having to deal with many of the consequences of walking out. That galls me.
I felt the exact same way, Norm. This is perfectly understandable, especially for MEN. It's the "I feel like a SCHMUCK" factor, and we don't do well with it.
So, okay to FEEL it. Just don't ACT on it -- follow your Plan.
