We don’t have kids, either. But I am holding out hope for my marriage. W has said she’s “done”, but we know that isn’t always the case.
As you know, I’m dealing with a bizarre bag of thoughts and emotions right now. I know this is going to sound emotional and probably irrational, but this is a good place for me to vent.
One of the thoughts that is eating at me is this: I’m so lonely without her. But she’s not lonely. She and OM are having big ol’ time. Texting, calling, having sex, working out together (right in front me in my gym). She’s not having to deal with many of the consequences of walking out. That galls me.
Last edited by Norm914; 12/08/0905:13 PM.
H: 50 W: 48 Married 20 years Bomb and separation: 9/12/09 A discovered 12/02/09 http://tinyurl.com/yctnhec
