Trying to keep hope alive

[scared n alone]

I do have an attorney. And I have read the DR. I am ready to put the 180 into full gear, but he doesn't even come near me. He knocks on the door to get the kids and goes right into his car to wait.

I know the first response is for hatred towards my husband, but I don't and I don't want to bash him. I think he is incredibly lost and has a pit so big he can't even fill it. THanks for the quick responses. It is a strange sort of comfort that total strangers are thinking about you and hoping for me! Thanks so much.