Something else I haven't mentioned, which is a big part of the reason I sent the e-mail. I was resentful of the fact that she didn't want to deal with the emotional burden of our separation during the holidays. Again, it's all her, her, her. I found out about her A two weeks before Christmas last year. Worst day of my life, and then I had to get through the holidays in incredible emotional pain while putting on a happy face for my kids. When I thought about that I didn't want her to have the option of avoiding pain over this Christmas. What I did had a tinge of revenge to it, which is not acceptable.
