Hope and heartache

[ClingingToHope]

I see your point, but I don't like so much uncertainty. I want to begin saving for Las Vegas in 2011, New York in 2013, etc.

I want to take control of my life -- and I know people will jump in and say DBing is taking control -- but only to a point.

As long as we're still in this M, you always have a foot in the door and another out of the door.

I'm not saying that on Mother's Day I will file. I will say by Mother's Day I will have saved enough for a retainer and if there's been no improvement in the situation I'm going to have a long talk with God and my attorney -- in that order.