OBW - I never considered " Jumping Off A Bridge". That Was an observation by one of my friends father- he said if he'd had a year like I was having he'd do it.
I'm a victim of 2 suicides in immediate family. I know better.
M43 W43 D11 S7 M18 T20 WAW is back & trying (no she was lying) Close to callin' it busted but.... watching Whatever the outcome - It was a choice.