((Bunny)) I've been thinking about this post for a while. When I moved out last year...got my own place...filed for my own D, got a restraining order...I bought a red couch from a friend who was moving. It's more like a 'fainting couch' from the movie, Titanic. I loved my little red couch. I sat on my red couch with a glass of wine. I chatted on the phone with my sister while relaxing on the red couch. I bought accessories for the room that complimented the red couch. It was my trophy. An icon for my independence, much like my SuperBoots. D13 hated the little red couch. Wouldn't sit on it. An icon for my indepenence - she wanted to 'go home' to take care of Dad. And she did. It nearly killed me. Eventually I gave up my quest for independence. S16 and I gave up the apt and moved back.
Do you have a little red couch in your apartment?
You are an inspiration, Bunny.
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Me:44, WAW hx bi-polar H:48, hx of abuse S:22, S:19, D:16 Filed Oct 08, dismissed Filed again Jan 10, dismissed Now Piecing alter persona: SuperBoots