Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

I talked to my friend that I used to be afraid would ditch me due to my decision. She asked me how I was doing. At one point, she asked how long affairs last. I told her that I read 6 mo-2 years. She said wow, I guess you have about a year left. I asked her what she meant and she said that if I was going to wait out the affair, then I probably have another year to go.

Wow. Would I wait that long???I just don't know.

She said that I had been through the worse already. I told her divorce would be the worst because I would have to give up full access to my son!

She asked if that changed my opinion on how long I could wait out the affair.

????I am just afraid that if I waited another year, WH and I would practically be strangers and how hard would that be to reconnect?

So I am just holding out as long as I can take it. Plan B is the only next option before D.