Hope and heartache

[ClingingToHope]

Awest, I actually spend a lot of time with both. It's just D10 has a lot of organized activities so it seems like she gets more attention.

I think I'm still in DBing mode. The key to DBing is to make her come to me. We're nowhere near that. Right now it's still trying to fend off a D. Reconciling is waaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy down the road.

In fact, the planner in me was taking control tonight. After the phone call today where it seemed like she was cake eating again, I started to think how long I can wait.

I'm starting to believe -- in my head -- that Mother's Day, one year out of the house, seems like the right time to make a major decision.

If we're sitting there on mother's day and going in no direction, I may have to file just to push a resolution.

Of course, tomorrow I may think differently. Tonight, I feel like a need something concrete to latch on to.