You push, I'll pull.

[Kelly23]

Hello nik and luv,
thank you for posting. I am sorry you are both here. i will catch up on your posts later, getting ready to head to bed.

nik ~ I understand your feelings. I know it is so difficult to try to let go of something that has been such a source of comfort for you. I have been single for 18 years and 5 months and married for 18 years and 4 months. I keep thinking how next month I have spent more of life with him then without him and it really is emotional for me. I will always love my husband but I know that we are not meant to be together. It took me a long time to get to this place. and it still hurts. praying for you

luv ~ we will probably have a difficult time during the holidays but I will be thinking of you. we must learn to make new memories and take care of our children. I have tried to focus more on my relationship with them since there is no since in trying to worry about my relationship with my husband anymore.

I have always been a calm, leveled headed person that hated any type of drama. I think part of my problem is the drama being forced on me and there is nothing I can do about it. oh well, this too shall pass

will talk to you both again soon night