mindfull, that is what I am doing-planning ahead. I know that I have rights as far as being deployed, and will ensure that I use them to cover my behind. I have not been able to speak to them, I usually call Tue, Thu, Fri, Sun. I am headed back in March, I have alot of work to do between now and then. You know, I just kind of accept it now. I dunno, it's weird. Seeing it in balck and white just-well-made it real. So now, I have 2 choices: feel sorry for myself, or do whatever I have to do to protect myself and my boys. I choose to protect my boys. Now to do the work. I am open to suggestions from this point forward!
"embrace the suck" - Coach "don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy Let Go and Let God Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010