Those kind of comments do NOT offend me. I have heard them before.

There were moments at the beginning of this that made me decide NOT to give up on her.

A few times, she laid in bed looking completely lost curled up in the fetal position. She was not herself. It was obvious.

One time when we were laying in bed, she basically said that something was wrong with her. She cried that night. I told her that I would always be there for her. its like she wanted me to be there for her at the end of this.

One minute it was I hate you. Next minute, it was let's have some sex.

I saw her try so many things to try to make herself happy while she was at home.

New clothes,hairstyle,eyeglasses,contacts, phone, purse,shoes, bed, couch, etc. She was desperate.

In the end, her demons were far to strong. God bless her.

I just realized my long weekend is over. Well, at least there is some football on tonight. My son loves the kickoffs for some reason. He like to tackle me when they happen.


Me- 31 yrs old

Her- 33 yrs old

S- 3 yrs old

Bomb- 4/ 09

Moved out- 6/ 09