Thank you, iwantittowork. Wise words. I appreciate them. I'm doing better and better, it's just that that "anniversary date" of her moving out set me off. It was cathartic (though God may be a bit miffed at me me for some of the things I had to say to Him!) wink

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac