Yeah I do remember it was 06 and yes I am feeling the same. Funny thing is when that was over - I thought to myself - what a loser for feeling so down and sad about it (kinda made me mad) but H became more open and willing to talk - in a better mood about things and positive. That's what changed things! We BOTH were trying.
The only thing I can do to get out of this funk is pray and work out - stress relief ya know? It's the only thing that keeps me peaceful. I have much hurt and resentment flowing so gotta get rid of it somehow.
I am listening don't give up on me
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10