Pls help--confused and fearful

[MHL]

DBD,
Do you still love him? Do you want the marriage to work still? Don't give up, you are in a bad place right now, we all have been there. You need people that are going to support you in what you want. Is this MC in tune with what you want. They have given up on your marriage based on their experiences or the experiences of others.
If it is any comfort, I too am having a not so great day, but we work through it and do something else to get the WAS and the sitch off our minds. Do you feel like you have been DBing long enough to make a difference yet?
If not then there is hope.
Sending you lots of hugs, hang in there it will get better.