trying hard to figure things out

[twistfigure]

It's just all so fresh and I don't know what to think. To hear another woman's voice saying I love you to my husband broke what little bit of a heart I had left. As all you guys said I did know all along. It true I never trusted him in our marriage because I always felt that he was cheating or would cheat. But he always told me I was wrong and that maybe when we'd been married 50 years then I would trust him. I guess it's just such a shock to actually have it confirmed. Even though part of me always knew the side blinded by love never thought he would hurt me like this.