He seemed so distant this weekend which makes me sad. He did participate with our family when he had to but then retreated into the den again and again. I simply did what I knew needed done around the house and with the kids. I'm just not sure if he will ever willingly want to spend time with me. I didn't initiate any R talk or any talk at all. The holidays seem so blaringly loud this year!


M-44
H-44
D9
S1
M-17 T-20
Bomb-8/09 EA/PA/MLC
H moved out 2/4/10

It's not hard to make decisions when you know what your values are.-Roy Disney